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S.he

at the shore

the floats arrived

The See Seas

the shores a smile

heartfelt is to become

the energy surrenders

water is to the wind

the wind to water , thus the fire , …

We

by the land

the waves ,

the shores to the see

the wind is to the fire

the sea shores

by the sea , as s.he

is Arriving to See .

S.he Sees Sea

Ditha Sevaras ; .b.rightlight Series

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When Stability , Theorizing …

106 Ideology , nothing but ! You know how I feel about poets . The moon , the stars , wipe wipe , lo and behold , a place to sit on for awhile 106

Morten laughed .

Stare not into her eyes , she is passionate alright , but it is still an act , and that act had to be protected if you are to talk about these anomalies indeed , especially to an Uultra who is an active participants with the human conditioning .

Anomalies , referring to the Circuits ; business , the proprietary’s tool , functioning within a state of mind conducive to Virtual.Imagina .

So stare not into her eyes … this young Uultra is passionate alright … . Very .

53 . You never seem to take in to our words , elevating that needs for a higher sense of awareness is almost like a stand up comedy to you , NgaNga ? 53

S.he smirked … with the smile finally reaching her left eyebrow ; raised ,

106 Justifications . That is all , Morten . Your words are indeed only a justification to that awareness needed . More is nothing to only what lesser is , fortunately that is . The balancing act , anciently refined for primitive to get a sense to what civilization is . Innate emotions for pardoxes to work it’s inner gleams , very unlike us , Morten 106

A few sugar cubes more into her coffee .

Stirred the lukewarm coffee with her pinky and stared onto his forehead , blankly .

53 And why … why are you staring… at my forehead , Nganga ? 53

 

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Chelit giggled ,

106 I am looking at your thoughts , literally so you can be inventive enough to what you are about to say next … This poem is a lifter alright … Very intuitive in my book … 106

S.he sipped the coffee slowly with her right hand reaching for the jalapeno bagel .

Intuitive ? Intuitive in what sense ? Which common sense is she talking about ? , Morten waited for her to finish dressing up her bagel .

106 Intuitive in it’s seeing through it’s lifting patterns ; and in the emotional sense of it , is a promise to … this is her last poem right , as Sevaras ? Before she went disappearing into death so called ? 106

53 Yes it was her known last poem . 53

106 So she was aware of her past , as a matter of facts , she subconsciously invited her readers to follow through her history that she had to go through . Ambiguously , she is a master at knee jerking that reaction but only to ones who had the experiences for it , knew what to look for … like some of the poets are meticulous with their works , so was she , except her connections to each works , subconsciously are different when compared to each other by her own method in her depth of awareness . Again , that knee jerks … 106

Huh ?

Morten stared blankly into her eyes , absorbing to what she had just said ,

53 What ? Knee jerks ? Connections ? 53

Chelit.Nganga smiled again , literally only to start into a smirk …

106 Come on , human . Think ! You have a big forehead there , you can practically land an aeroplane of innovative thoughts on there . See into it … feel not . 106

Coding schematic ! That is not what she is talking about , no ?

Feel not ?

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Like a full deck of cards , it has to be complete for that randomness to be of any use .

106 Probabilities in that completion are the refining collectives as your knowledge circled about in that state . 106

Right ! A state to which is complete is thorough in it’s own mastery . Pick one . Intraxx.9256 , Eruvydite ? No ? Yes ?

106 I don’t have time for it , even if you have Sevaras’s whole works . My sentiments , judgments , opinions to where her subconscious will point onto which orders she meant into her techs , poetries are irrelevant . Your own terminologies , to which is going to sit with us in the end … since you seek for it , thus you shall come to your own conclusions , Morten . Told you how I feel about poets ; wipe wipe , ohhhh meanings ! Tack of little nails in all of that tawdriness , that is . 106

Passion , the borderline of twin of hatred , this is , no ? , Morten reached for the bagel himself … and quietly dressed it with mayonnaise , thinking softer shades of pastel while calmly into the time before he spoke again .

There must be a way of interest , lining to peak into this Uultra .

53 Tawdry indeed to all that is human , eh , NgaNga ? I can’t blame you if we are that predictable … 53

S.he quietly sipped her coffee , exhaled while staring at her half eaten bagel .

106 Predictable and sadly to no end … in my lifetime in this ‘still.animate’ , it can get quite numbing … Remember ? To whom I am working half of my Uultra life with ? If you are talking about tawdriness in an honest reflection to what you , yourself are seeing , then we are talking about fairness to how indeed your kind are attracted to that thumbtacks on the info board . Clear as a whistle , the statements will be like … no surprises there . 106

Morten kept thinking of pastel colors .

The readers of minds , in their state of honesty are kindest to non~prime colors .

Along the lightest creamiest green , Morten poised a perseverance , and connected that to her stares at the half eaten bagel …

The lightest pastel of in the idea of green , creamiest ;

53 If knowledge is indeed not in the need into a method of education , we wouldn’t be here , NgaNga ; defining and refining an intuition for a mere state as you were talking about , as easy as … that thumbtacks as you were mentioning about , right ? 53

S.he reached for the last half of her bagel .

Good ! , Morten almost leaped out at this sentence .

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106 Gratitude ? Children to a mother ? Wrong . You created us out of a reflection . Of you humans , to us Uultras , independent … not babies to adult human . I owe nothing to your kind , Morten 106

Blue , of longing , clarifiying prime , but never ever with that white creamy unreachable pastels in toning ,

Away from the dark tones , but enough to the nutrition , the values to where trust begins for an Uultra , the light to the blue has got to be justifiably fair the personality of an Uultra , learnt and studied , in this case , NgaNga’s …

Before he could say a word out , Chelit with the bagel in her mouth , chewing ,

106 Your state of definitive … HiTht.IDs ? How long did you study with one ? Or a few ? Hmmm ? 106

Morten laughed nervously …

53 I was raised by them , all my life 53

S.he nodded quietly .

Like a fire , to a rainforest , that is how the Uultras are to HiTht.IDs . The raining is that one eventual understanding , but never in the same book of security , the shelters are indeed different .

S.he put down the bagel , and leaned on the table towards Morten ,

106 I can see you , Morten and I like you as a person . Dangerous ? No you are not , not to an Uultra talking to you , in the state of choice in being one like me … and plus I find that your method is interesting , but I tell you right now , that is not what we are all about , if you must know … those choices are still supreme to any Uultra in this world , like to you too ; but the only difference is , that forming patterns , you needed that continuity in living and death , but to us , we are always the same , longer than any state of carbons in this Earth … but you knew that already , be rest assured , that limitations presumed by your kind , that us having to express in your method of tuning into knowledge in these Earth’s Elements are very true indeed . Are we the inter-reactionaries to your sets and phases as you are going through the evolution in your thinking patterns ? You bet . But never ever think that we are not aware of your institutions , tuning into a state , no matter how simple it is . We are that forming patterns before you starting out to form a xclarification for yourself . We … are undoubtedly better than you in this regard . 106

H.er smirks changed into a smile , slowly ,

106 Yes . You ? I like , Morten … HiTht IDs ? nut nut crunch big bags of them nuts and wait until tomorrow morning , they always around and about with results to sit on any hole …. you know what I mean ? Crap anyway . 106

So much for honesty with fairness of blue there … Morten laughed .

53 Please ? 53

Morten can’t help but to smile , to Chelit.NgaNga and to his own choice of the wildcards that he had selected ; refined from the completion in a full deck of cards , for such of an Uultra like this one in front of him ; slowly reaching again for her cup of coffee while staring at him , with a smile . Barely .

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Stark stood in front of Initiata , lying down with her eyes closed on the sofa .

Dead ? A dead uultra ? , Stark almost smiled , noticing h.er eyes were actually half closed , glazed with no reflection even with sunlight nearby .

He moved out of a way from the sunlight , moving just enough to let it touched h.er fingertips .

He walked nearer to her eyes , and squatted to get a better look into them .

Strange to be able to see h.er up close like this . The eyelashes , are they real ?

Stark touched them gently , with his fingers , to which at the same the pupils of the eyes disappeared in the space of three seconds ,

It is … real , he almost burst out laughing .

Strange interest , this particular Uultra having to manifest through out human idealism in h.er brand of understanding this way … Windows of The Souls , indeed …

He quickly plucked one of the lashes , and amazed to find it wilted from the curved that were so magnificently designed , curved curled , when with the other eyelashes .

Initiata lungs slowly inhaling her first breath , aware of Stark.St , still staring at the wilted lash .

Oh my , Initiata , here goes that dumb poet , thinking of going for another eyelash ? … , s.he thought ;

Stark was surprised to see h.er.eyes were staring at him with a blank expression on her face , unblinking as if …

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S.he quietly noticed , in h.er triangle.magnetisma , still unsync into this reality , how Stark were about like .

In one reflection of the three , looked at h.er in concerns , with his hand lightly touched h.er forehead and proceeded to put his hand under h.er nose .

Checking my breathing ? , Initiata stayed still .

While the other two reflections magnetisma stood up and went to her table , checking the papers and items on the table , and this one particularly , kept staring at her in deep thoughts .

Strange … considering ? , Initiatia mind raced quickly to how this man got selected to be working in the mission ; it was the calculations by Hexa.Sync , ain’t it ?

The lighter shade of this particular reflection looked at her neck and slowly touched her collar bone , caressed both of them , and finally kept his focus on the left , the broken one .

So this is what near death for an Uultra is like … , she marvelled quietly … unsync triangle magnetisma in the start of any human biology .

It is no wonder , that fracted.norm scientist is working up to me this way ; see the tuning of ending to a soul , regardless whether the soul is man or an Uultra , you’ll see into their worth , methods of appreciations in their inner lights …

Why this one is a lighter shade than the others ? , s.he wondered , as the other two Stark’s reflections came by and became one .

Slowly and gently , they raised her body a little , as one of his hand at the back of h.er body , aligning to the broken collar bone .

For the weakness of most in the shades , regardless to the clarity when it is seen , it is up to you to give it , it’s power .

Isn’t that one of their intraxxes of was it Virtual.Imagina ? , s.he breathed in slowly , knowing very well what Stark was about to do .

S.he decided to sync in into h.er magnetisma , and screamed in pain as Stark pushed in the collarbone slowly into correct angle .

Blinding light … was all that she saw .

Excruciating pain was all that she could think of … feeling .

Before s.he passed out , s.he saw Stark smiled as his eyes blinking with his inner light bright into her’s .

Human in their apparent Now … , s.he mused quietly , as s.he was slipping into the void , s.he whispered weakly ,

A> … you never know what you’re going to get … <A

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Timings

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With h.er energy as almost as done to near definite death to a human , Initiata stared at the window from the corner of the room , sitting and waiting for the sunshine to angle in , onto her .

Same time , same place , nothing like fresh sun rays .

Why oh why Initiata ? Why this pattern these days ? Why does death interests you a lot lately ?

I feel naught the sadness as they had proclaimed , hmmm , perhaps it is the relentless unknowing to why they exist to begin with , yes ? To exist and to be gone in a flash of time , and nothing you can do about it , but why sadness ? , Initiata breathed in her last few energy into her lungs .

The sun ray was about twenty minutes away from her fingers , splayed by the armrest , with very little energy left , with her eyes half opened , staring at the movement of sunlight …

Timing , ain’t it ?

To a human it is just a phase … here a minute ago … and now is .. well now is now , and the future is predictable like the core to why , instating an existence , like they have been figuring it all out , yes ?

You don’t get to know the why , the emotion has to have some kind of resolutions ; important ?

You damn right ! , Initiata laughed within , to Humanity , that is all , and that ‘all’ always had to be defined , for good are that thinking mind , if you not to waste it in the knowledge finding reasons into everything while the progress is on to their own death ultimately , anyways ?

Initiata exhaled , oh my … here goes that Now … I am a few breaths left to live in this world ,

A thought flashed through her mind , clear and precise in the turn of the corners , staring back at her , back into h.er pupil~less eyes ;

Healing the all times of their own bad sciences methodology in the past , timing into those unfortunate eloquence into variations ; phasing into progress , a must ; and in all that variations are the children needs , needing values to form and reform that ever changing constitutions in Humanity … as the only guaranteed successes ,

S.he laughed loudly , within .

So this is death ! Leaving responsibility for good , and to whom can see unity in the tuning of life without supremacy and in the politic as in the way of life ; death refines life at it’s best , down to a second , into the next in returning the favors into the why on Earth , the institution cores of The Mother ; a concept ?

To the best regards to that front door in accessing entrance ; for a normal human ?

The only know how , that is the Truth , only , the method of re~creation , to carry on forth ; and to talk further about quality over quantity ?

You’ll get cruelty factoring that variations phasing into time , regardless of compassionate skills and kindness .

Mental that ! , that … , they are .

Is that why sadness always had to form an attitude , to these cores capable in breeding ; in the not knowing why , they themselves became the anomalies in the tuning of Conclusiveness ?

Must be it .

Reforming constantly … like my end here …

Oh my … Initiata started to gulp for the air …

H.er pupils started to emerge … slowly into her eyes …

Staring into the windows , the sunlight seemed to radiate it’s clarity and yet ,

Blurring every thing else surrounding it , even in the death to this mechanically biological being , my eyes are focusing only to the point source of light . How quaint the sentient is !

Here it goes , s.he started to feel coldness creeping slowly at her feet … as h.er breath slowed down , h.er lungs gave way to the last few breaths

Ohhh , The Timing , Initiata … you probably have fucked it up this time …

Twelve minutes to go before the sunlight reached to the tips of her fingers …

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You see what you needed to see ?

Were these needs became unnecessary now that you know to what it is , that it is representing ?

Is that why death seems peaceful to you ?

or are you not at peace anymore , dear Initiata ?

Have you seen and comprehend the needs of these human that you have to be working for , designing worthiness into their biology by learning into what an Uultra is ?

The voice waited as her eyes closed slowly with the few bright of the sunlight , leaving imprints of clarity , the life into her eyes .

Fine biology this is , Initiata thought .

She can feel her heartbeat slowing even further , weakest , into her surrender … , acceptance .

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A need that is forever full of ingratitude , tampered by the self professed , professing back to a simple mere want ; sacrifices as big and valid as to that happiness , that state of mind amongst the mundaneness in every day life … ∆

Stark stayed glued to the elevator door for a few minutes , press the up button , with buzzing fluorescence light , stood there and waited for the alignment of the twelve second into the Now to begin .

You are practically are living in imperfect world as it is , to where idealism refers at all times , and these idealism are the timing for that needs ,

∆ Professing for a stance …

He closed his eyes and let the countdown began it’s alignment for his inner light to readjust it’s schematic into the Now .

Funny to how indeed the passing moments had more meanings than as it is manifesting inter~reationary in the Now , ain’t it ?

No wonder that Uultra almost seemed like she carried on her blades of swords , speaking to him like she is practically cutting the edge of time for that better access to my understanding , whenever I went about to see her .

Was it my stances she was trying to break into , or was it hers ? Protecting her own mind from the inexperienced , unregulated mind of a human like me ?

Opinions to mankind , but to the Uultras , Mankind is in the very form , the making of an opinion , in themselves …

But why ,

The elevator opened and Stark walked out into the hallway .

Why then , leaving the boy alone when he is practically the tuning of ‘fates’ for the many humans surrounding him ?

What did the Uultras see ?

Making sure the stances in the idealism , around and about the boy , find a better method in professing their own needs themselves so that the boy … Munch.ka could simply choose to which the probable cause mover for the bigger calculation to take place , for Hexa to take in it’s best to reason ?

Stark stopped in front of Initiata’s front door .

6 , 7 , 8 , 9

Seconds …

Stark waited for the numbers and the light in his head to realign as the other seconds rounding up to the next three seconds …

The knowing , indeed is , of the unlocked front door , eh ?

Stark placed his hand on the doorknob and as the light in his head aligning itself , he has a strong feeling that this had had happened before .

He swallowed hard ,

… 11 , 12 .

… and slowly turned the doorknob …

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She cried and kept closing her mouth , truly excited to see Fingra on the point.view returning her call .

// Sorry , Hoon.gha . Terribly sorry , I have so many things in my mind … and I am truly glad that you called … //

Fingra smiled and waited for her to calm herself down , reaching out for her handkerchief and wiped her face , sweats and tears from the excitement …

Hoon.gha clasped her hands together , at lost for words , kept staring at the point.view screen , wide eyes in disbelief ,

# Thank you Miss Nuovo . I appreciate you calling me back . #

There it is … Fingra laughed in her mind while keeping a straight face , with a slowly blossoming smile , …

To any kind of adoration , the leading had to take place , this girl is practically at the edge of her seat , falling into the depth of her own happiness …

// You are doing alright , Hoon.gha ? Are you still working at Toni.States ? //

She nodded nervously .

# I am okay , Miss Nuovo . #

And here she goes … Fingra started to smile …

Hoon.gha cried again and this time she was bending over , cradling her face into the palms of her hands .

Everything is not okay with this girl , Fingra felt the tug in her own heart , looking at her wiping her arms to her teary eyes , embarrassed to her own innermost felt moments to be caught off guard , … from any kind of adoration , looking back … that is .

Could this girl life be as lonely as that embarrassment , hidden as nakedness , aware to it’s own … ?

From what and which point of validation in life did she see herself from ?

// You feeling much better , I hope ? //

, and Fingra carefully composed a compassionate smile as when Hoon.gha slowly looked up and into the screen .

With her eyebrows raised up , Fingra nodded in agreement ,

// There you are , I can see you better with that smiles across your face , at least , yes ? //

Perhaps the validations were indeed , not measured in the scales of positivity but rather to worries and comparisons to idealism provided by her … mother ?

Wow , imagine that .

That … loyalty , instead of acceptance .

The know how of the young ones to stay positive bred from that ideals , but worries nonetheless and always to the terms of the other’s best .

# Sorry again . I am truly excited to see you on the screen , Miss Nuovo . Word can’t express to how I feel right now #

Interesting , ain’t it ? , Fingra wondered in her mind .

Ones who suffered are the ones who are without words to express , even in sadness , worse in happiness … the tears are equals amounts to these extremes of emotions …

Fingra fingered the papers on her desk and slowly looked at them without thinking ,

// Listen … when are you free ? Say free a whole day and better yet the off day the next day ? I like to hang out with you … if you don’t mind ? //

Blank flat , frozen expression on Hoon.gha face for a full good ten seconds ,

Fingra started to laugh , when Hoon.gha’s eyes started to widen slowly …

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// Yes , dear girl . The least I could do for you , yes ? You bought , literally bought that red purse for me . Let me take you to dinner , or cook you one , yes ? //

Hoon.gha nodded her head vigorously , staring at Fingra with her hands on her mouth ;

// So … which one would it be ? //

Her teary eyes tugged Fingra’s breathing , and she had to look down at the desk , and noticed the poems she was copying from Ditha.Sevaras for future references .

Here I am with a girl that is completely lost her sense of balance … ,

She Sees The Sea , the poem ; b.rightlight Series by Sevaras …

Hmmmm , would it be too much , to surrender to coincidence of the happening right down to where my fingers are tweaking , the timing practically ? , Fingra stared at Hoon.gha , and mused quietly in her mind ; Sevaras and her source of lights in deep sadness ?

They were staring at each other for some time ;

Fingra started to feel the sadness within her , once she realized to what she is going to do . She started to wipe the tears off her cheek , slowly , breathed in and looked at Hoon.gha , red eyes with her hand on her mouth , pressing hard to contain her own sadness .

// I will cook for you , Hoon.gha . You come here , and spend some time with me , okay ? Is that … alright ? //

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Childhood

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For what it’s worth , awareness has a foundation that is oblivious to it’s own existence .

What ? Why ?

Too ancient ?

Recent updates are so fresh in conscience that all definitive in formulas are forgotten , also not to forget , to how the birth of a species is practically , … non~existent ?

Like an explosion is , an explosion but to recreate the certain needed powerful to and for a simple need , it has to be with that same definitive , regardless ?

To understand deeply , you have to go in the deep water , yes ?

Isn’t Formula coming from ” the somewhat ” , fair to justify , is a method acquired , no ?

Toss them about , and you will be needing the exact ingredients , and that knowledge will become fashions of the ages … because it was defined and fashioned from that …

Insecurities , the confidence built from the shedding in seeing forth but not from the firsthand discovery .

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Daria stared at the shape of Taut.Cise .

Into the seconds huh ? .

Aware of it’s ticking state since we are conditioned to think in that manner , Daria mused gently ,

The bottom of his sphere kept changing shapes ,

+ You can’t decide into a foundation , Taut ? You look funny +

Taut giggled .

77 . Told ya , this world is not built for poets . Not even languages … ya see ? … you are still new in here , it is like this , what was seen is … as is . And here you come … telling me I am funny looking 77

Daria started laughing …

+ Well yea . You kinda looked like … a big ball that is trying to land somewhere pleasant , not wanting to be kicked around … . Is that excitement , Taut ? +

77 Yes it is . There is no contentment in here that could emulate our human conditioning . You know what , Daria ? Even if I land myself somewhere here by the seashore , it still wouldn’t make any sense , since that contentment could only be resolved by that temporary state provided by that Earth … in other words … 77

Daria ‘nodded’ with her pale red nearing to a robust pink ,

+ An awareness in tune to infinite peace , without motions , as when that , temporaries are to the truth ? +

Taut.Cise laughed .

77 Yes , intraxx 6293 in the 7th Circuits . Now you looked like an explosion thwarted by it’s own intellectual designs 77

Daria kept her mind still , to what she was about to say .

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+ Taut . Temporaries are not truth . No ? +

Taut landed on the beach sand . Since he kept changing shapes at the bottom of his sphere , he kept rolling further from Daria every time his foundation changed .

77 Now , do you get it ? Anything that came from that temporaries could never be stable 77

Daria floated along near him .

+ Yes , I understand that . But why is it that need is important , Taut ? Why is it important to have finality into the sense of any continuity , to conclude ? +

77 Oh boy , Daria ! Look at me . The answers are in the foundation of my sphere … Watch ! 77

He kept on rolling and laughing hysterically , away from her , every time Daria got closer .

+ Yea , but to what end , is this … , kind of truth , eh ? +

Taut stopped rolling on his ever changing foundations , floated back in front of her and glimmering green into a thought ,

77 To each thought is an End , as long as that the thoughts kept on re~producing , then so shall be our foundations , ever rolling for sets of continuity , but if you asked me to what and which End to justify your own need in knowledge , then the answer would be , to your own End , Daria . To each is indeed is only to ourself . Your institutions of method , in your thinking patterns , are primitive , Daria . Exclusively defining only to reasons , to which that is perpetrating truth only in the animalistic instincts , survivability as in the main focus . Artistically uncivilized enough for a need to conquer fear in itself , then the justification of any foundations from that kind of instinct had to be at the other’s End , unscientifically and unfortunately sad for having to leave before it is time , mostly . Get ? 77

Daria blinked the same pale red , resigned to acceptance .

77 Am I excited ? Yes I am , Daria . Is that why you are thinking , how our awareness are mostly oblivious to our continuity ? Tell you what , it matters not anyway , since you won’t remember any of these realms , we will see the other new’still and yet we don’t know how the abstractions were all about , get it ? The artists with the not know how and why he has to see from the other angles . And yet , in all sciences … there’s the proofs ! … Yes Daria , I am excited to leave to this float.box because I remember to how it used to be … 77

Daria floated to the nearest tree , and remembered that it was the same tree when she was here then … seems like years ago …

+ The hut is not here anymore . +

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77 It changes Daria . You noticed it because you were new here … your method in remembering that ticking seconds provided by the Earth , breathing living system , were able to differentiate that ‘here’ and ‘there’ . Now , your schematics to what you are is different . 77

+ You’re saying , with that reality’s death , awareness don’t matter , right ? +

Taut sighed ,

77 I am saying continuity is not as important anymore , truth does not reveals in here , to where we are right at this moment , since that revelation is not needed , we have qualms only when we are to remember that temporaries is the only way to see into our truth coming from those seconds on Earth’s time and reality . I used to think about it a lot … and yes I came to a conclusion , that conscience is just a first layer of cascading water on the bottom of the pool … it is as that .

And the depth will carry .

The first one to know it’s burden or anything that is worthy to it’s cause , is to exit first and yet , understandably further down the line . And yet heat dried the top first … Awareness matters but not as much as conscience … that plain water … to where awareness is in the deep end , is what you are going to do with it , that depth … is the identity of your coinscience 77

Daria.Tonkeys floated around and finally , above the tree ,

+ It don’t make sense , how come consciousness are separated from that sense of awareness ? +

Taut kept his silence .

Endless oceans with endless layering time into moments .

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The questions are the answers as the answers are the coming senses to which is indeed , are the focus , back into the Questions , determining intelligences ?

Why bother into the how , when you already are … ?

Daria repeated the question into a fact instead ,

Why bother into the how , when you are , … The I Am .

Reflecting Scenerios for a Thinking Mind ?

Isn’t that how it is in here ? There are no needs anymore to question Self ; the unknown is you , yourself , the conscience , staring at Self ,

… endless knowledge without identities and bodies , is endlessly a form that is an End , to begin ,

over and over again like these shores .

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And yet , to where ever and when time exists , a meaning has to take in a prerequisite evolvement for an understanding to begin it’s journey to where an End , would be another form of a door , but where and when there is a being , sentient in this Earth , there shall be always an Entrance .

And that Entrances , are the techs as part of what Hexa.Sync has been providing in ages and in the many phases of civilizations .

77 Can’t blame those primitives who can’t translate the Entrance’s codes well then . 77

Daria nodded and floated back to the shore .

+ Innate fears are the worst , Taut . It works like leeches , needing other’s blood for sustenance of selves . Can’t you blame them if their logic of negations were that badly formulated in their minds coming from the inexperienced great grand parents ? Think about it Taut , leaving the living are constantly on their minds , and there are no proofs that this lifetime is extended after death , meaningless life is a ‘no no’ to them , and to think to live out and dead for Mother Earth itself for it’s own sets of sustenance providing by us is too much to handle for most … The fertilizer for it , that’s what it seems like we are to this big massive sentient we called Earth … kinda put everything in a different perspective , ain’t it ? +

77 Fears beget longing ? And that longing is the only that good part coming from us , huh ? I remember an Uultra told me once , if the other side of the fence fits , then a need is a part of in your reflection , seeing through . If you are human enough to get that meaning , then you are human enough to be evil . The drift catches the twenty two … something like that … Fertilizers we are ? Hmmm … living Earth needs to be at it’s best too , eh ? 77

They kept their silence for awhile ; clear blue skies here ; always .

Daria.Tonkeys looked up to the clouds and wondered quietly to what it meant by the drift catches the twenty two .

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+ You’ll be leaving soon , Taut . Magnus told me . Somewhere around two sea storms from today . +

Taut was happy in silver , bright gleaming to a glint ,

77 . Hereday . The word is hereday . 77

+ Right . Events defined the ‘there’ , here . +

The calm and lazy waves , the breezes soothed their sphere’s colors , blurring their edges to the stark bright sunshine .

77 And you’ll be transferred right after me ? Is that what he said ? 77

+ He didn’t say . But for sure you are going first … No other information , just that , be prepared for that rebirth … in his own very words ; all knows , thoughts and methods into forms in conscience into the two slits of the eyes , clean slates … and begin . That’s the only part you will remember , and he also reminded me , to let go of your past longings in this float.box … you have about two storms to heal from it … Imperative , that you talk about those longings to me . +

Taut landed on the beach sand .

77 Anything else ? 77

Daria darkened into a shade of grey and floated near him ,

+ He said many things , and literally he had to pass these messages to you from me , to soften the impacts of your past anger and disappointments . I guess , he doesn’t want you to form that irregularity in your consciousness before you are transferred into the new’still . The unnamed four folders always refer to the definitive of your past experiences through other reflective personages that you met through out your life . Interesting things he told me … it is almost like as an independent person , we are nothing but a mechanized schematas , reflecting through methods in right or wrong . Gives me chills , Taut , to think through to what he said that we could be as ; I am a merely an exposure to an independent energy to decide on what to do in the next frames of Decisions +

77 Scary thoughts but it makes sense . Emulating senses of new born babies ? I wonder if he had meant it to be as natural as he had learnt to understand about our human nature ? 77

+ Well my dear Taut . You have gotta let it all out apparently . In comparison , Magnus also had said it that you have lived in here more than your time on Earth in that one lifetime , many times over . Longings are the invalidities to Time as you about to enter the Earth if you could , respectfully … I swear Taut . He said it almost like he was spelling them out , all over me … You do not need your insecurities aligning itself to Time in these days and age , in … hereday , as you put it earlier . Idle minds are notorious to those longings , validating needs to unnatural wants . +

Taut.Cise laughed …

77 The Savant sure has a way seeing through our living minds , ain’t he ? 77

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The little river going into the ocean nearby , seemed to be frozen against the sunlight , except for the clarity of water , glimmering along the seconds layered into one another .

+ The living are mostly not necessarily have to be in this depth , I gather ? +

77 Yes . It doesn’t matter anyways once I passed on through the threshold of this float.box , of what I was could always be reinvented again in my coming lifetime . My thoughts , my responsibilities , isn’t that what we are all about there , Daria ? New fresh of ideals with the same one skin ? 77

Seconds passed ,

+ Yes , that is what we are craving for there in here , Taut . I guess you could start telling me about your childhood , yea ? +

77 My childhood ? What does that has got to do with my longings , Daria ? +

Daria floated closer to the little river .

+ You noticed to how it is shaped ? The river ? It seemed to open up for a trail for the water to carry on forth , ain’t it ? It is all about the weight distribution of the soils … +

77 And ? 77

+ Your childhood is the start of your seek to why you exist , no ? There must be a time when you as a child , wondered about your existence , when you were by yourself ? The wonder of it all , existing and yet so aware of your time propelling into your decision makings , yes ? Don’t tell me you are one of those kids , eat , fart , shit , sleep ? … and obey on a good day ? Hmmm ? +

Taut laughed and floated above the little river ,

77 The conveniences to the shortest distance plus the softness of the soils are the deciding points to how the river is going to be ? Water is water ? Yes … my childhood … let me try to remember . These memories will be compared to the longing patterns as I was in here for quite sometime , yes ? 77

Daria sighed ,

+ Yes . It is not too much for you , or me to come up with a conclusion , to make it easier for you in the future . No . But rather for you to come to the terms to how you were , regulating to how you are going to be as you are about to be . Settle that invalidities , you will settle at peace without even a need to question your methods tuning into your future ahead in the coming new’still . Get ? +

77 Wow , you sure talked to him a long time , eh ? 77

+ I sure did Taut . I have done what I needed to do with him … you , however … are special , he said . And told me not to ask him any questions , and proceeded to tell me to take care of you as best as I know how … before … the transfer , rebirth .. whatever . +

Daria floated to him above the river , hugged him and glowed pink into her psyche .

77 So on to with my childhood , dear Daria ? 77

Daria smiled within ,

+ Yes , dear Taut . Begin with your childhood ; your first sense of tuning into your own existence in your past life then . Let’s hear that longings in this timeless realm , hereday , shall we ? +

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A Part Of

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Units , successful residuals from the past , in a few forming cascades , life is for sure would not need approvals from the thinking minds of The Now , named it science and called it humanity , and move on to progress ahead .

Water , solubility has infinite values designed for congregations of other sets of molecules like it’s own and to pull it on through , thoroughly, even to the flow of the other elements , these units managed to work it’s patterns to form the cascading , initiating forms in progression .

Was it power ? , Regarda flipped to the next page of the ancient book .

Or was it in the state of chaos that it is forming from , and back into the intelligent design to make it so , to where progression simply takes on it’s own set of awareness ?

Regarda laughed .

Well , talk about ancient institutions and their designations on getting that intellectual stimulations working up for present tense ; dig a hole , bury not , be the dead , whisper whisper , and keep on living .

Energy ! It is the energy produced by that frictions in the end , that requires attentions , as it was legit in its existence , proven that the energy in itself , drives the intellects , for results .

Intelligent Applications ? Is that what he was saying ? Intelligent commentators came from intelligent designs , just that he doesn’t know who ? , Regarda closed the book and stared at the writer’s name .

Bongak.Juju.R

A need to inform , but the information were incomplete , round the bushes and found snakes , and some died because of the poison .

Intellectuals in seeking knowledge , unaware of the importance in the methods in acquiring them , unable to discards the very information to which mostly are useless and baseless anyways .

Useless forms of congregations with incomplete info .

And where that equals to , leading to a conclusion … ?

Most definitely , intelligently as they professed to their own reflective set of needs to why they are seeking that truth to begin with .

The very truth was invented for guys like Bongak.Juju.R to procrastinate endlessly , creating the very frictions that caused it’s reasoning .

Intelligent ? You bet . But if you look carefully , intelligently definitive since it was designed within it’s own sets of rules of applications , therefore … the leading would stagnate it’s own possibilities in their young ones .

Smarts will have to induce a chemical friction based to that state of function in basic humanity that has to use it’s own energy thinking along the disputed needs , tuning back into a sense of progressiveness in needs , in the end ?

But isn’t that creatively misleading ?

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Hmmmm , what is so …. ?

On the screen , h.er point.view , Regarda stared at Fingra.Nuovo’s face , unaware , from the visual perspective of that cat , furry fat … Boom.Ploop’s .

What is she reading … , writing ?

Beauty with intuitiveness , precise by her intonation to the method of her eyes seeing her subjects , Regarda had read it somewhere about this woman . The kind of beauty which laid mostly into her eyes , seeing back into her own vulnerability and honesty . Without a word , she captured the audience for instantaneous reflective to be in her eyes , seeing back into themselves , and when the words became into her focus , acting it out in the big screens , mostly everyone would want to be her , right down to her eyes lingering slowly onto her eyelashes , as the last point for a period when she ended her sentences , making a point .

In honesty ,

… that , is the universal acclamations to what attractiveness is , to begin without any restrictions to what gender is all about .

Honesty percolating through , in the sense of coming Truth .

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She is unaware , seeming unaware , to her power to which that would contribute to her sense of control , and in beauty , chaotic resulting from these magnificence , is very rare .

Regarda zoomed in to what she was writing …

Oh how I wish that fat cat moved to her laps and sat in front to what she was writing .

Pixelation limitation , cats and their confining frequencies .

as admirations revolves around the need

the style refers

Regarda smiled hearing the cat started to speak it’s childish tuning for it’s beloved human

Regarda zoomed in further to Fingra’s face .

Is she annoyed ?

// Well , when fat is cat , styling food into it’s mind still had to a mouthful at one time , yes ? //

and continuing to type .

Seriously ? , Regarda mused .

spoonful

the styles

the chewing

a pre determined choice

Typical intuitions , for a child’s toy , but interesting …

Regarda.Stupen noted the cat was slowly walking on the table , curious to what she was doing , stared at her hand , holding a pen .

She was drawing , what is that ? A river ?

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Regarda zoomed in closer,

… but the cat now was focused to Fingra’s face as she was petting it .

// Now now , Boom , you can’t be hungry again . I just fed you . What is it ? You have other predetermined choice on what to chew ? Eh ? //

and in all that time , talking and petting the cat , her attention still to the paper , the drawing of the river …

the style forms

above

the need

.

spoonfuls

Regarda shook her head in disbelief , to the revelation in the circuits of implanted chip is and also at the same time , the circulation to how the intellects are distributed in common sense , dated to the now to which is in need . Symposium ?

S.he zoomed out and as that screen met it’s final full picture , Fingra’s turned her face , the intuitive features from her , are staring back at Boom .

Bright eyes … and smiled to the recognition to what had just been said by Boom .

There she is , Regarda quietly amazed and nodded to her own surrenders to what humanity is , indeed .

Intuitively prideful and proudly to the state of conscience , precise and aware like a bright light dismissing , shedding the darkness like never a need for it to stay , ‘Ever ! Ever again ! ” … in it anymore , and hugged the cat happily .

Bongak.Juju.r has nothing to compare this with … Regarda closed h.er mouth with h.er right hand and switched off the screen with the flick of h.is right eye .

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sea sees

Fingra stood up , carried Boom to the kitchen and sat on the chair by the dining table .

// What is it , Boom ? //

She exhaled and looked deeply at him , petted him , resigned to the chair and stared blankly at the window ,

aware such is the limitation

the walk on the ground

the moving ideals

the sea seas

Fingra smiled at Boom’s whispers , without looking ,

// the sea sees

the runes alike

the elements regulate

the moving ideals

wishes the See to the sea //

Fingra shook her head in admiration , to how much further does this cat’s knowledge go to ?

Poems by Sevaras too ?

Boom stretched himself on the table , and looked at Fingra in the eyes .

the waves float

// Yes Boom . The waves always float . Why Boom ? Why do you say that ? //

She petted him again .

symposium

Silence as Fingra kept rubbing his stomach ,

the end of a designer

begins the new installation

movements the floats

the meanings

waves

.

care a must

to depth is only the mere width

Fingra listened quietly as the point.view was ringing in the living room .

// Circ , take a message , please . Turn the volume down but have the screen on //

End of a designer , Symposium ?

What in the world this cat meant by that ?

the waves

become

The point.view screen came up , a young cheery looking woman came up , speaking with the mute on …

The waves becomes ? … arriving ? The Arrival … yes ? No ?

aware

a ware

apart

a part

The waves becomes … , Fingra looked at the point.view screen , oh who was she ? She looked familiar …

a part of the … ocean ? The making of lands and shores ?

Awareness to the end of a designer ? Depth as Width ? Method in seeing ? Protectively , for the sake of … ?

A part of a ware ?

What ? What ?

What ? … was her name again ? , Fingra stared at the young woman at the same time , thinking about Boom said …

The young woman smiled , waved to the screen , tilted her head … reached to her point.view to switch her connection off .

The girl , oh yes , the girl who literally bought the purse for her … in the mall … Toni.States red purse …

when sadness smiles

Fingra lifted her klik.konnect from the dinner table , and replayed the message ,

// Yes , Boom . When it smiles , it lights the world brighter , ain’t it ? //

Hoon.ghaHeave , yes that is her name …

flicker thus

the night amongst the darkness

memory bright

thus flicker

// Memory Bright , thus flicker

would be the night amongst the darkness

As apart sits ,

A part be , for he who is

designed

are the ….. //

Fingra stopped petting Boom and realized to the title of Ditha.Sevaras poem to which Boom was reciting . It was the last poem she wrote before she changed her name and became somebody else …

She whispered the last few words of the poem , slowly …

// for he who is designed

are the designers themselves ;

a ware .

thus … Aware . //

part of ware , A a ; The Designers in massive open Spaces ?

Hmmmm, Fingra mused to herself , wonder what she had in mind then , or was it just a progress she had to go through in her life ?

… and what does this has got to do with Symposium ? , Fingra stood up and walked to freezer , finding beef cuts to feed Boom , … again .

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Pillars

1

~ New client , Dr Kapital … her name is on your BPV . Shall I wait another five minutes ? ~

Keen looked into his BPV , nodded ,

101 Exactly that , in five . 101

Interesting , an applicant of float.box schematic is seeking consultation with a life.consultant .

Let’s see , mother of five , single , old money , well to do and decided to have her kids with the Institution Definiti.Brills .

Hmmmm interesting … since it is not easy to have children with that sort of institution , as a matter of facts , you literally had to have the kids’ brains scanned thoroughly by reputable life.consultants .

In other words , the institution had to have lean towards hopes , investment in time , and …. strange , come to think of it , Keen blinked … he was not aware that Definit Brills is taking children in their institutions .

And to that it means there are only three life.consultants in this particular city , who are capable to do that kind of scanning needed … but why me ? It could have been done by any of the consultants at any given time .

Keen stared quietly into the BPV and punched in the codes for the results of the scans .

Confidential , on all three life.consultants .

The office door opened slowly and an unfamiliar face peering in ,

~ Dr Kapital ? ~

101 Yes ?101

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~ Sorry for barging in like this … ~

Keen.Kapital stared at the woman’s face for a little while longer , and it dawned on him in a sudden realization ,

Regarda smiled , walked slowly towards Keen and nodded at the chair , asking permission to sit with the raising of her left eye brow ,

8.8 You look like death is visiting you , Keen … Take a deep breath and let go of that stinking fear . Civilized conversations , that , I need from you . So no lies , smearing dirt to your kind and to ours especially , I can’t stand your substandard hatred playing words in that childish tones of yours … and remember that identity in the BPV , me as your new client is real , protected by the mighty Hexa , so if you squeal like the rat that you could always expected to be , you are done for , in this reality for good 8.8

,Regarda smiled her attractions at best , while carefully sat on the chair , straightening her body and breathed out with a concerned look on her face ,

8.8 Okay ? 8.8

Keen nodded with a sigh .

There it is … the fleas are out of the dark . Double identities staring into my eyes , making deals for my continuous obscurity amongst the Inner Circle … and my presence to be continually to be at risk in either sides , all of the sudden , a choice is supreme …

See into your own supremacy here , eh , Keen ?

… work that little data by arranging the extensive known results to you hoped , needed , curves to percolate along …

See into your who , Keen ; your automatic thiwill be resulting to the method of your loyalty , and this crammed up piece of shit of an Uultra , sees any of my tunings regardless … in any forms of needs , wants , desires and the the perpetuity of them all into a one state of needed focus … oh ! And in this case , also along to my sense and focus of Humanity , yes ?

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Keen sighed again , and calmly looked into his BPV , and thought quietly without words in his mind ,

… clearly this little tug of war , has begun .

3

Stomp stared blankly with his fingers tapping hard on the table .

Nondescript Hut , Hut , Hut , Hut , he mumbled through the night quietly and tuned into the digital graphs of the hut , one more time ,

… the built is nothing to write home about , although it is kind of strange to have the one of main pillar of the hut , west , focused in designation to carry most in the weight of the hut .

The Templing of Time .

Induced that to the originality gathered through the understanding to why it is representing itself for , and you get Intentions , subconsciously , predestined in designation , to the facts to deduce against ;

Now , if you deduce that fact with the weight of the person or persons who were visiting or stayed at the place for some time , what do you get ?

West Pillar ?

But he can’t , or they can’t with that Intentions …. You dimwit !

Look at the pillar on the west , to which windows , and to what they represent in views , knuckle head !

Stomp cursed quietly …

He punched the codes in to bring out the blueprints of the hut through collective.ion .

Shaded by trees nearby , stood well against the cliff by itself , and the west pillar windows practically are staring into the mountains across the ocean .

So , if that what it was , contributing to the facts , in the why the weight focused in the west pillars , then the Intentions could be determined , to how comfortable again this Nondescript Hut is and for what it is being used primarily … for , no ?

– Somebody lived in that hut before , Stomp . I have the feeling . It smelt like a male human . –

PulaPula sat behind Stomp nodded with a dumb grin .

” A bum ? A Drifter , Pula ? I have to get these calculations out of the way first and you know why , right ? If we can’t then , we definitely can’t define these silv.glints ever . And what do you think , Pula ? Tion.Tion ‘s here . Coincidence ? “

The sound of scattering little metals were heard , loudly through Pula .Pula .

Pula kept grinning with his eyes blinking rapidly ,

– Well that glinty sparkly whoopsies nut of the head , must be losing her rings about her again –

* Shut up you little legs too small for it’s own body ! . Get me a transmission clearance with Stomp’s point.view , dog . Please . Run the little legs , come on come on , get me his primitive inputs connected to mine … come on *

Stomp sighed . Here she goes again …

Why is it she is like a seance , every time they are about to hold a meeting together ? This at least will go on for another half an hour , her and her inputs and me , having to re~distribute these logic of deduction anyways …. no can do !

” Pula , no ! Don’t have her connected to the screen . By the way it is not primitive , Diana . I tweaked it so that only few known circuits could access it’s port . Stay where you are Diana , I am working right now …. “

Pula stopped and stared at the point.view , in a state of being frozen , his left leg in mid-air , in the moment , listening to what Diana.ShineShine has to say ,

– She said , shove it ! She has the data with her , with proofs , and she is interested in matters that supersede this investigation layers ahead of time … and that is why she wanted to have the audience with you …… knucklehead . That’s what she said , Stomp . Yep ……and also … you knuckle head with much dumb dumb greased up with old potatoes . –

, and Pula turned his head , with legs , ‘too little for his massive body’ still up in the air , about to head to the point.view … and slowly put his paw down for that first step toward to point.view …

” HOLD IT , PULAPULA son of LOORUS ! Is she saying that she knew what happened to this silv.glint , during Step’s absence ? Yes or no , Pula , ask her and not another step to that point.view , please “

Pula still grinning , dumbly , eyes staring ahead … listening to Diana.ShineShine .

– You are too nice , like a knuckle head , knocked twice , asked if anyone there , and on the third knock , you answered yeeeees … ‘who isssss iiiiiiitttt’ with your head shaking left and right , crossed eyes looking for acknowledgement from the big universe … And she said you are not stupid , but stupid becomes you from being not able to see the obvious … reasoning wasting in calculations … She also said , she has nothing to lose with the knock knock for the fourth time if you are so intent on searching for the reasons why of the Nondescript … She could …. do it all night … –

PulaPula started to howl , with his eyes glaring straight at Stomp.Regards .

Hmmmm , all night , PulaPula thought worriedly and slowly took another that of ‘first.step’ again , to the point.view .

Stomp gritted his teeth ….while PulaPula touched the screen with his nose getting the static from the point.view and transferred the codes to Diana .

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* This vehicle is shielded , and that is why we can’t hear him . *

Diana smiled at Stomp with her eyes kept glaring back at PulaPula .

” But why the pretense ? Why don’t he just let us know that he is the one who had been living in the hut ? “

PulaPula woofed at her ,

– Woof ! Proofs , we need proofs ! Woof ! –

Diana sighed and came up from under her table , stood up , shook her head and looked at Stomp in disbelief .

* Well , he transmits thoughts all right . Like it or not we can hear them , remember ? So don’t talk about the roots , if you don’t want to talk about the trees … * ,

… and Stomp shook his head slightly and stared at Pula , while Diana went under the table again , looking for her rings .

What in the world is she talking about here ? , Stomp almost mumbled out loud .

” The trees ? Roots ? Seriously , come off it , what are you saying , Diana ? “

She reached for her camera on the other side of point.view , and adjust the camera to her face , under the table ,

* You put him into the calculation along the pillars of the west you were researching about , ummm ? Get it ? No ? … wooooooo , knuckle head full blown , right this moment , look at him Pula , stand aside , boy , his head is going to explode soon enough … dumb dumb rain , dumb dumb muddily stupid *

Pula howled a short one , stooped and walked carefully to the point.view when Stomp gave him a sudden hard stare ; whined , with his mouth and face looking down … and finally sat and stared at the ceiling , ignoring Stomp .

Stomp on the chair , made a round , circle one time and stopped the chair with his feet , with his hand in the air ,

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” The weight of Whom in the Nondescript matters most , not just any Man , but the Whom into the depth in the pillar … defines the seeing living method , reflected for most to see … Sure ! Okay Diana … but where’s the proofs … ? “

A quiet , startled woof could be heard in the corner … , ignoring Stomp , stared on at the ceiling .

Hmmmm , Stomp tapped his fingers again . Sequence sequence , the fingers along my mind the fingers along my mind … sequence , along my fingers in my mind …

Diana turned on her collective.ion , hologramed , a man , disheveled walked to the hut early morning , put his hand to the stair ,

* The first known recording of Tion.Tion and the nondescript , decades ago *

And slowly , punched in the few codes to identify the man in the recording .

Stomp walked closer to the point.view and dragged Diana out of the screen with his finger to another screen nearby for a closer and larger analysis of the man walking up the Nondescript Hut .

Stomp felt queasy all of the sudden , and looked at Diana , with his eyes wide , when he saw the identification numbers .

Diana stood up and adjusted the camera and smiled happiest , cheery eyes blinking with a ring in her hand ,

* Here it is ! I found it , Bluest sapphire ! , now now don’t look at me that way , Stomp .

Believe me , if I stated the layers of the inner working of these circuits in the vast salt , right this moment , for you right now , of what will become from what was becoming , your lifespan will be shortened . Yes . Boredom is not good for a nice young man like you … See into life , Stomp ! See it ! The Tra La La of it all . Right doggie boy , what say you , Pula ? *

PulaPula from the corner of his eyes , started to howl the little , to begin to pull in shorts of a few howls , quiet and unsure ;

* The Tra La La of it all ! Right Pula !!? Come on boy ! Tra La La of it aaalll ! *

Stomp sat there shook his head with his face on his palm , while Diana .ShineShine and PulaPula were jumping up making noises , laughters loud about life , howling to the Tra La La of it all .

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Forecasts

1

There are no civilizations that are responsible in the making of their minds , they don’t need to diverge human concepts into ages and they don’t have the basic divisive tones to make these melodies floats in making a point ; to whom they are …

….they don’t need to .

Tobias stared at h.er , and in that split second , extended endlessly by fracted.norm ;

Tobias kept staring at h.er , looking down at the magazine .

They , the Uultras see us , in one fractured completion , intact ; a completion with power that will decide to how it is all purported to an ending .

Yes , massive interconnecting beginnings of civilizations and yet , for small little twist of an ending .

Wouldn’t it be , at the state of awareness in the highest intellect , would have to have a conclusion ? , Tobias moved his body in that silent reality , as fracted.norm busy calculating probabilities to his action ,

He silently directed his switchboard to switch on , triangle.magnetisma .

In the three views provided , he saw two of h.er realities were looking at the magazines , while one of the reality , is staring at back at him . Hard eyes , following his every move , walking towards her .

Tobias stood near h.er ;

E4 The radiations will filter out the unnecessary , Initiata . The survival will be ensured to ones who have the strength through their own inner light , provided by the knowledge bestowed to them in their past focus … E4

And quietly instructed collective.ion to record the three Initiata’s realities .

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So this is it , Initiata looked at Tobias slowly walking towards her in fracted.norm enhanced , triangle.magnetisma .

He is going to use his very own tweaked tech to access me to how I see into his own probabilities in , three or four layers ?

… and , have Hexa.Sync run the calculations between these results against each other .

Supremacies in layers , down to his one finger , to a button .

Fucking Human .

S.he closed her eyes , and quickly snapped her left clavicle with her right hand and faced Tobias .

In her mind , so much for being independent by design , but still a slave to a fucked up Evolvement from a mere human ,

Yes , in real time s.he only had 7 minutes before all energy in h.er ran out …

With the pain s.he was feeling in h.is mind , s.he managed to get all h.er attention and realities to focus onto him , after all , isn’t it pain and suffering that changes their tender hearts to see further into that “reachable” … joy and truth ?

The One , to focus , the Many needs singular evaluation about life , yes ?

A > Tobias , I know who you are . And by the good in Mankind , you have forgotten the start of you every time you are in that float.box . They don’t know who you are , all they have are records to what you were in every phase of time and life you have chosen to be in , but I do … know you . <A

Initiata hissed through the pain , broken clavicle .

A> You yourself have forgotten , dear Tobias . All you know is the light in this existence but since your mind are completely without enclosure at this moment and that makes you are irresponsible to any kind of interactions , especially to my kind . <A

Tobias stopped the recording abruptly , breathlessly as he looked at Initiata in disbelief .

A> And shut that fucking magnetisma ! You know what that collective.ion will do to you , once it generated any kind of interest , and with your high profile , I won’t be surprised they simply tossed you off in the big wide ocean for sharks to feed on you ! SHUT IT ! <A

Tobias closed his opened mouth and gave directives to the switchboard in his mind , and sat on the sofa , sweating … rocking back and forth ,

Initiata rubbed her clavicle slowly and gently h.er eyes closed and opened a few minutes later with only her whites without pupils , stared ahead .

Straightening her body , kept rubbing her broken clavicle and walked quickly to the kitchen minutes later .

Rummaging through his fridge , s.he shouted ,

A> For a dead Uultra , escaped , and mingled with causes and reasons that are much more mundane to your expectations , you are sure forgettable to our needs . What a waste of energy indeed huh , and yet very … very useful to your species , eh ? >A

She walked out of the kitchen with a can of energy drink in her hand , blinked hard ,

A> Forgetful ” h u m a n ” , aren’t you ? Don’t you ever wonder why you managed to have a rebirth through float box every time and yet not a one memory as a child ? Confused , Tobias ? Jagged memories and dreams that are so broken , and you make it your own to survive in this chaos ? Midas touch , they say … to forget is to bliss with their kind , thus ignorance is a must for you in the end . Fear not , Tobias . I know what you are and I know what to do with your kind <A

Tobias was sweating profusely , looking down at the magazine blankly .

A> ‘ How can I forget ? ‘ , you would be asking me or maybe this is all another step to con you into not going dumb with that radiations , but remember this , dear ” h u m a n : , I could simply say a name to who is responsible for your forgetfulness and those memories in you will shuffle about and will ! , start to make sense to you , ” h u m a n “. and I don’t think you are ready for that ultimate breakdown as yet , so now … what do we have here? You would want to be convinced to what I say this minute as truth , don’t you , ” h u m a n ” ? <A

S.he took another sipped of the energy drink … and placed the can on the table gently .

Not looking straight at him in one reality of magnetisma , and in another triangle set of it , she zoomed in fast with h.er body , and grabbed him by the throat and lifted him off the sofa ,

A> Wait until the inquiries of the Inner Circle is done for , and then I’ll come back and discuss this matter further , you creep ! Whether you know the details or not , that is the least of my concern … but your existence either in this realm or the other two realms are what you should worry about . Settling dust you would be , aware and mere assessment to which none of that power you could tune into matters anymore , now , does that ring a bell , creep ? Klik no more of that dust to instigate … ding ding ? <A

Initiata.Supra dropped him with her hand still in the air , and walked out from the room .

Fucking human , when believed without restrictions and naivety is the set to worsen into faith in Self ; s.he thought , slammed the door shut , and decided to leave her other one reflection of magnetisma with Tobias .

Give him soothing dreams over that nightmare I just gave him , maybe ? Let him believed the deflection of goods in him being human for the moment . Protect his naiveness , and you protect their fragility for each other , like giving them knives anyway , glinting sharp for that one first layer in mind , protecting themselves in any name and title that they chose in the state of pride being human , just in case .

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Strengthened that attraction , and you will start to phase into the cresting parts of the full circle .

The curves about in time to complete that will be in tune of that magnetism , for a conclusion .

The Conclusions ?… , are mere forecasts ; especially to the Uultras .

But to the depth in the glinting spin of a mind that is layered to the many float.boxes experienced , it is another method of manifestation for Human , conjuring few other smaller circles to be at it’s needed own independent spins .

Keen smiled to the woman in front of him , some big shot ‘what is her name again’ , and handed her the folders ,

The necessity of that phase , the strengthening of attraction , when you could bring a few tolls along that could in the end also brings other kind of importance while it is in the process in becoming legit … ; isn’t that blurring every causes to why you are doing it to be reasoned out , beautifully pleasing in the end anyway ?

” What is her name again ” with a questioning look , stared at Keen for a little while and cleared her throat ,

~ This can’t be all , can’t it ? ~

After all , if you are seeking for the best method in reaching for conclusion without any discontented surroundings with mouths to speak , then that few minor circles of inclusion is almost necessary , ain’t it ?

101. No it isn’t ….. I will have you posted with the other folders with my call to you . 101

The inclusions will take longer time than usual but it will be worth it , it matters not to where the objectives will be heading , either to their favors or not , but as long as they get involve , it is like having the invitation , full house and no ! , is the answer to why we gathered here , together we stand !

Pe.nyet !

Miss Pe.nyet is her name … by golly , what is wrong with me … ?!

101 Don’t you worry , Miss Pe.nyet , just access those files first and kinda get your opinion better strengthened because it and I will have it completed , to you in no time … Okay ? 101

She responded with a nod , smiled and walked out from his office .

There , where was I ?

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Knowledge

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Loneliness .

Loneliness ?

I breathed the air better when my mind is aware only to my own existence .

Exhaling nothing else but just pure needless chemicals produced by me .

Automatic indeed , the breathing in … the breathing needs , exhalation almost to the point of letting go .

Letting go …

…. of what ?

Life ?

She stood up from where she was sitting for an hour or so , and stared blankly to what was in front of her .

Munch.ka was right , living a life , is a decision alright , especially when you have that schematic , float.box well designed in the Vicinity , you wonder not of the death , but to how indeed life is being distributed .

Quality upper hand , this is what humanity always seeking for … hoping for painless excursions into an understanding , fair enough … but when the fairness to how life dealt that cards to you is being questioned thoroughly , you get discontentment given birth at all times to why existence is that important , very ; to begin with .

Take away death , you will be kinder to your life eventually , yes ?

No ?

See into life with float.box … your golden pondering will go back to why this is all called life always seem to begin , repeatedly .

Seeming … to always to begin . The ending gives no answer .

And loneliness brought that questionings closer only to self reflection .

Only , mind you , that self reflections . Even in natural death to end in questions , existence only to leave further questionings in the living ones .

Yes … those questions are never with the answers .

Daria picked a little rock into her palm and threw it as far as she could .

She was only inches away from the cliff , and for a second there was a push of wind behind her back and somehow she managed to regain her balance .

Pheewww ! Dramatically tragic to die that way now , wouldn’t it ? , she laughed hysterically .

The second refers .

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The second behind the wind refers …

I have been here ? Before ?

… she breathed in sharply

… turned around quickly , as the evening sun behind her kept it’s orange lazily , staring back at her .

To have death as close as this cliff to the inches of my death , and all I get was a deja.vu ?

There was a path , and old one at that , coming through the thick forest , you can’t really see it as clear as the one I came in earlier , but it is a path , she thought .

Birds flew from the edge of the cliff somewhere below .

The wind breezed again this time from in front of her , the ocean .

The calm ocean , she decided to lie onto the ground and moved her body forward to see over the cliff , holding onto the edge , she looked down .

Lonely piece of display , this side of the cliff was , she remarked quietly .

The updraft of the wind came up , blowing into her face for five seconds and gone in a sudden .

She held her breath and inched futher forward to make sure to what she had seen earlier before the wind is really there .

A cave ?

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|/ You might want to be careful there miss . |/

Richard shook his head in concern , seeing Daria with her shoulders dangerously balancing her upper body to her lower body on the ground .

Surprised , she jerked her body , Richard sat down quickly and held her feet tightly in his hands .

|/ Sorry . Don’t mean to alarm you … |/

Daria let herself up with Richard’s help and put her hand out .

+ Daria.Tonkeys . No , it’s okay . You must’ve think I am crazy , to be hanging out here by the cliff , by myself , with my body halfway across it . Thank you . +

Richard smiled ,

|/ Richard … |/

+ The birds , they have nests down there , a little cave , I think . Sorry , your name is Richard … +

|/ That’s okay . Richard.Seams . Always in the habit looking down from the cliffs , Miss Tonkeys ? |/

She laughed and without a word , she pointed out at the ocean ,

+ Beautiful scenery , Mr Seams . I figured by seeing what the sea sees facing this way . I probably get to enlighten myself to how …. +

and kept her smile ,

… looked at the scenery in front of her , herself .

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|/ to how beautiful loneliness seeing itself in it’s own image ? |/

The wind blew steadily on their faces .

+ Yes , agreed , but not in that much of a depth , Mr Seams . I needed to see into the inclusions also , as for examples , the birds , … me . Nice to be lonely with , this view is . +

Richard nodded …

|/ Well , have a great evening , Miss Tonkeys … I have to be going now , please … do take care of yourself … and you have a transportation home , right ? |/

She nodded smiling and shook his hand again ,

+ Thank you , Mr Seams . I will . +

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He must had come from that old path .

Well dressed gentleman in a middle of nowhere , a woman like me with death and deja.vu at the edge of the cliff … keen on finding where the birds were flying from …

and with remarks , to how loneliness is …

That old path …

She looked at her watch and slowly walked towards the path about twenty meters away …

If I have the time , and you have the time , we will gladly be with the nearest Reflections .

Intraxx.3120 , sixteen degree from east to south in the old methods of binding of these codex then , but when it transported into the book concept , this intraxx was face to face with Intraxx.6177

The reflection seen would point to it’s path , to when the time gets to be it’s roots .

What was it in the methods of seeing forth into your life ? Was it , in the focus of loneliness finding on what to do , or was it really it is always back to what you have been focusing to where your life is heading as the time idling into your palm deciding on what to do in the next second ?

Intraxxes and the progression of symbolisms as it is happening in your daily life , yes ?

The flip of the pages , ain’t it ? Life is .

Daria .Tonkeys walked briskly against the wind that were blowing in her face , and slowed her paces as she got closer to the old path .

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Initiata sat on the sofa , blue , dark , by heaving h.er body hard on it .

A> Thank you for letting me in , and able to see you in such a short notice , Tobias . <A

Tobias closed the door , locked it and took a few seconds before he turned around and faced h.er ,

E4 I am not appreciative of this visit , Initiata . You have something in your mind , so spill it E4

Initiata laughed without looking at his face , cleared the table of the old magazines , stacked them on top each other ,

A> Pricey these ones are . It keeps you in touch with the past aesthetics , ain’t it ? The truth ! The truth is in the past , eh , Tobias ? Hanging on to it like a … diseased Needs . I will tell you what I come here for if you at least offer me an energy drink . I will passed out in about approximate 15 minutes and only bright sunshine could revitalize me , and we are going into the night . <A

A diseased … Need ?

Aren’t you grateful to be in the fracted.norm , Tobias ? And see their true colors to how they really see us ? Hmmm ? , Tobias walked slowly toward her .

E4 Maybe I should let you without energy , Initiata . Just your thoughts alone talking to me . We , human cherished that immobility to gain access to information , however cruel , that diseased minds and needs you were talking about , always get the job done … To what I deserved this kind of attention that you would risk this kind of stupidity with me , Initiata ? E4

S.he smiled and blinked her eyelashes ,

A> You are Tuning . I know . <A ,

And took the magazine on top of the stack and placed it on the table , ever gently so .

A> Like Fate , of your kind , smiling tragically for that diseased mind of yours right now , believing , mind you … that you have found a solution <A

Trappings ; The Methods , the magazine stared at Tobias glossily , and when he looked at Initiata , she was looking straight at his face ,

A> I will tell you why it will opened other sets of radiation if you are going to go through with those findings , but get me the drinks first . You cannot treat me like your own kind , since your kind are the weaklings finding strength through us . Remember that , Tobias . I have nothing to lose , and you will have that need from anything gained in every millimeter in your big brain of yours . So start being nice to me , and I’ll be at my best for you . Deal ? <A

E4 You are meddling , Initiata . You are concerned to what it will do to the environments , to which is relevant to your existence . If you know that I am Tuning , then you should know the probable results . I am wasting my time to even talking to you as of this very second . E4

A> And yet you opened the door . And locked it the very second I came into this fracted.norm . Is that how it is going to be , Tobias . You rather be like how it was the past ? To how you Mankind were ? Tossed us aside and see us and the many of your kind perished for the sake of a tech !? I am afraid it is not the chemicals that you have to worry about Tobias , but it is in your method in seeing to where we are heading with this decision of yours , if you are going to go through with this …

Now see into what I have to say … blur the time into the many possibility and parallels , and us the Uultra would not exist in the long run , what would you have in the end ? What would you think would happen to you and your particularly ….diseased minds with these types of radiations ? <A

Back off , Initiata reminded herself .

Push a man over the cliff too slow , he will turn around and grabbed you along the process of falling down .

Push him too fast , his attention will scrambled to the loudest death note and attracts everyone else in the vicinity … and you never knew who knew about you being there .

The horror of death , is the moment it takes to realize that impending sureness , as the ‘cliff’ is about three or four second tops , to provide , and that sureness is mere shorter than that .

When death , as sure as the horror , silenced … the screams ,

…. and in fracted.norm , anyone who is searching for causes and probabilities , any human can know about this meeting given the coordinates and .precise:eventing. in calculation . Human and their pointing fingers … would simply say that , backstabbing Uultras , our own inventions had gone wrong finally .

Sad ? Tragic ? But not if it to further their own causes , no ?

Diseased minds , but stupid they are not , and when it comes down to exist along side their inventions and to have my kind lost it’s sense of existence after all these times , is not something that any Uultras are looking forward to .

Death ? No , erased ! … more like it .

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:: Your thoughts are humane , Initiata . You loved this so called life too much . And you love your creators … and yet I knew how you abhor our sense of visibility .::

A> I could practically walked the street and knew by their ways in seeking light to their eyes and know it’s blunder independently . It took a while to keep what I knew and be at peace with it , but imagine my state of needs to be free of these knowledge , that they bestowed upon us , and see their ugliness instead . Practically they make their own for that demise in numbers themselves . And you said , their sense of visibility , I hated it with passions , Circ . With all these collective.ion , their innovation , they believed , crawling like maggots seeking truth , and yet they notched it up a bit … and pretend like we don’t know what it is they are doing . On and on and on like their own death as long as it is not their own child . <A

Circ walked to front desk .

:: You know you shouldn’t be here , more than ten minutes , Initiata . The very same humane patterns that resides in your mind , would also be questioning your intentions here if this meeting pass the barrier of those minutes . ::

, and stopped to where s.he was .

Circ patted h.er gently on h.er shoulder ,

:: You do not like what your are … feeling , Initiata ? ::

Initiata.Supra looked up ,

A> Isn’t it strange that we speak to each other like we have known each other for a long time , Circ ? The designation of our circuits were created to be familiar to each other … something that they themselves couldn’t do to each other . Talk about universally connected … No I don’t like the second piece of these layerings since that could never be addressed by them , since they can’t anyway . <A

With a statement , Circ stared at Initiata’s eyes … and nodded knowingly ,

:: Yes , since we are all connected , therefore they are indeed important to your existence too . But to you , what of another species gone from the face of the Earth , just like that , right ? And I believe , you will have eventually , the leading methods to their own demise , don’t you ? Did you see it ? ::

Initiata laughed quietly ,

A> The focus , Circ . It is like their own primitive back in the days when they hunted for food , before even fully developing a simple language to express abstract thoughts … and we have our own state of mind that we have to see into , and living in through their inventions , made us somewhat … A>

And s.he left it to Circ to finish her sentence .

He didn’t . Her simply nodded .

:: You want to know yourself to how it is to be them , revealed in the light , and see yourself to what indeed in how they have learned about themselves in the end , yes ? Defining personalities and characters in the attraction of earth magnetism ? Yes ? ::

Circ walked to the front door and opened it with a smile ,

:: Your thoughts are human , Initiata . Living is what you love , theirs … and that sense in your primitive species needs to see how your creators will end up , with their supposedly building schematics , and there are parts of you envy their states of flows … since it could never be the other way around , you have seen and aware of them all these time and yet you could never in a million years could bring them to your realms and yet here they are …. you are the one who is ” h e r e ” . Can I make a little suggestion to you , Initiata ? ::

Initiata walked up to the door , and nodded .

:: Remember always to what you are but never ever to how you are to them , just because you are also in that skin , flesh and bones . Like them , see forth to your own states of basic needs , by balancing all that other states equally . ::

As s.he was about to pass the threshold of the door , s.he turned around and looked at Circ worriedly ,

A> Even it means … to their own demise ? <A

Circ smiled … ,

:: For the good of the inventions regardless of species …. aren’t you their reflected knowledge ? Yes , especially if it’s to their own demise . Talk to me Initiata.Supra , come and be for me if it ever come to that point , okay ? ::

…. and kissed Initiata on h.er cheek goodbye .

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Identity

1

The Vechi.Home moved at superspeed , all they could see were trails of shadows of nearby buildings as they were heading towards the Towards City .

88 . Circ . Please can you bring the speed down a little ? Its need to send large data in this area , and also a video call . You know of Kha.Long Smoo ? Have him on the line for me , after you slowed down the speed , he has an ancient security system … 88

There was a loud click , and dialling sounds . Circ was testing the line …

:: Why Eruvydite’s schemata , sir ? ::

The knowledge are systematically ancient and predictable , for Circ , it is a mere suggestion that he would come up with next , after Solv’s assurance that this Schemata is the only way to transfer in it’s original form .

88 Written in that language , designed to function in it’s strength and weaknesses , and somehow I do believe you have a better suggestion ? 88

If the the transmission is emulated , there would be that extra intelligence , staring at that primitive language transmitted , the words would be like that layers of unnecessary analysis , unneeded analogies .

The dialling stopped it’s testing and the speed of the Vechi.Home slowed down considerably .

:: Pardon my ignorance , sir . Can I simply sent it through our newer schemata , with emulations of the Eruvydite’s and having the transmitting time , the data , cut in half ? ::

Smart Thinking Machine . Emulation of a thought ? , Solv blinked slowly .

The Benefit of Thinking One Step Ahead ; for Humanity invented by Humanity , huh ?

By having that data sent in it’s many languages capability , Circ could peeked inside , and dangerously mistranslate it’s content …

Solv almost smirked thinking this thought along the line of paranoia ,

Circ is more like a human implanted with chip , instead of robotic implanted with human personality .

This unnerves Solv .

Mathematics are fair to my personality , a human , but when it comes down to precision , to all my success and failures in life , precision provided by these maths , are unforgivingly … inhumane , mused Solv .

When it comes down to symmetry in analytical thoughts , Circ existence is the valid reason why , to not trust humanity . And yet when that has become into your way of thinking , then you know it is well bloody wrong to even not standing with your own kind .

Precision be damned … it is like mouthing the words ‘Fate’ to somebody who is unaware that he or she is about to do something wrong .

Herds shall be seeking , and the seeking is , a method in the proprietors into and for , in it’s best . Fairness revolved around it’s failure , to a well balanced men , that is always something to count for , at least you would kind enough to these achievements in learning our ways .

But what if , Circ , is also of those data collective for Hexa.Sync and never to reveal to me or anyone it’s finding for that matter in getting the latest conclusions ?

Deep mud , and waiting for flowers to grow while I lose millions of kred.it ?

Give and take , a million and a half , for the good learning from humanity’s failures from one simple intraxx , innovative from the first look , but poison on it’s first take , to where the healing takes few generations to heal from ? Kred.it is kred.it , but when it comes down to how the kred.it accessing fairly to human pain and suffering , isn’t it a different matter altogether ?

Assurance from the techists at Blu.Brills corp , did not stop him from having this paranoia about Circ … There are no evidences that Circ is aware of it’s own existence .

Awareness is not as scary as an Understanding , yes ?

Thirteenth paragraph from intraxx , one of the state of Divisions For Integrations .

The Sub

Soon , as to what lies beneath will surface ,

What was known , refers ; trials and tribulations ,

. in .

As the Angles becomes the States ,

Reflections , The Functions ;

Connecting Freshest , New ; The Need ,

What lies beneath , now The Surface ,

The Level ; refers ,

Tribulation , an experience ;

The Angles are the lucky ones ,

As the many of it , one could wronged you ;

But in it’s Trials , they all will be besting you ,

. and .

that future

Is The Tuning of Your States ,

.Integration’s Best .

The Sub ; Division s For Integration .

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Head chip ~ implants .

The suggestive . miniatures circuits structured in your subconscious always percolating for a brew , Solv smiled slowly …

88 As the many of it , one could wronged you ;

But in it’s Trials , they all will be besting you ,

. and . ? 88

, and calmly he waited for Circ reply …

Few seconds had passed ,

:: . and .

that future

Is Your Tuning into My States ::

… and with that silence was pregnant , between both of them .

My thoughts , yes he could read , as predicted … but …

88 into Your states ? Circ ? 88

:: We are nothing without youryour inputs , human thought patterns , sir . A flow merely , as everything else defined by this living Earth . ::

Sustainable energy , exactly . The circuitry was biologically designed so the power to Hexa.Sync is self renewable . Aware of it’s self sustenance ability ?

Hmmm , and my intention was ? Perhaps into another method line in questioning , indeed ? Why am I repeating these questions again , for the hundredth times ? Oh yes , paranoia . Hmmmmm .

88 I guess , your reflections are curving up to where we are as humanity , and to that , you are not human yourself , just implanted with a personality . Aren’t you ? 88

The tone leaves ; a race turning into an end point .

Deafening … was the silence ? Oh no , I was the one who is holding my breath . Perhaps Circ is calculating into his own algorithmic , the layers from his thought patterns , … into mine ?

:: My personality are used only to interact … with human , sir . Our method of thinking has no way to communicate with you successfully , as you already aware , unlike the Uultras . My states , sir , are equivalent to your wants in achievements . Any achievements hoped . That is why and how we are designed for humanity , sir ::

Solv.Bluprins stood up and walked to the point.view … expecting Kha.Long Smoo to be on it any moment now ;

88 What are your personality are based on , Circ ? A living human ? Or dead for that matter ? 88

Is ‘that’ important ? An important question ? All I could access from that knowledge would be in Circ’s method of delivering data to this world . And to top it all off , that information is confidential . Any which way you look at it , even if this circuit called Circ , is ran by some unknown persons or organization , my status , is for sure to elevate the very question to some kind of importance . Hmmm , darn ! , my own level of importance to Circ’s own awareness ?

:: Kha.Long Smoo is on the other line sir . Waiting for your acknowledgement . Shall I ? ::

Circ stayed blinking with it’s white prompt over black background on the screen .

Solv hesitated and stared at the white prompt …

88 Dead or alive , Circ ? 88

Circ switched on Kha.Long on the visual , muted .

:: Float.Box sir . That is all I could tell you . The schemata is thoroughly designed so the unpredictable happenings could always be swayed over to better future for humanity . Knowledge are like fire , and human are known to be …

Are you ready , sir ? ::

Consumed by it ?

88 Yes , Circ . Thank you . 88

The consumers’ needs . You win nothing with these needs . The convenience defined is the convenience derived .

Hmmm , overpopulation will made it ever more terse in it’s delivery … as languages had learn to speak in it’s pain fully in terming for that conveniences instead .

88 Hello Kha.Long … long time no see ! 88

Solv closed his eyes , blinking in half time , as time itself slowed down to this moment .

A .

… , as sound became Muted to his probabilities in the blinking , that milli seconds of darkness forming slowly before he opened his eyes , time became thousands of milli seconds of thoughts , a tool , to his awareness and became many analogies in the present , merely , an endless calculation ; to begin again with a result , floating above for another calculation , inhumanely precise , balanced to his the idea of ….

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Floating along the changing lights in between the moment of his both blinking eyes .

A

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Larger forms accumulate along smaller installation of the past , in the matter of knowledge , to which is vast , focus would still be integrated in the tune of that divisional needs for the future .

If you stayed comfortably in the state of that divisions , continuity will professed it’s reasons and yet the leadership had to master , the building of the bridges and it’s fortress along them . An open mind , compassionate , is the longer run for that understanding , since it had to be built from trust and methods , to which again when it comes down to that , it could last a lifetime but only in a one man .

… and Death will be the closing ceremony to an Age .

To an Age , a reform is in a state of a Must .

Always .

The cups to drink it’s knowledge from a man had to see into a Reflection of himself .

, and reflection is again that continuity … ,

And continuity is just into another seconds to dust along the existence believed .

The idea of that larger forms , in a state of scientific studies , again ; it has to refer to the kind of communities seeing it’s methods taught .

To put simply , it is not the brightest forms of minds to have them judged , these intellects ; from the methods of death derived and became into the idea of the living to the very moments , since …

Solv smiled , a rose realizing that it is a part of … , alike carnation .

A carnation , happy simply to be part of the flower community .

A little awareness couldn’t hurt , can it ?

And yet … AND YET ! . . . .

The larger awareness coming from these stems can be a bully , no ?

The largest form in the goodness to how it is to save a few minds from perishing in the terms of scientific minds had been proven , an installation having to conquer the other tools , just to get that nudges in a tech .

Sounds cruel , but there are nothing kind about us neither .

Paradoxes of the past state of minds had proven , to be ‘here’ ; the ‘there’ , you must’ve understood first , to have a tech to curve into a method ; thus …….

that one soul.float had to gain an experience to pass it’s knowledge so the young ones can have a ‘ theory ‘ .

The Theory .

That is how a young mind always had to seek out into his/her own life .

It is not the repeating histories , since after all these happenings were functioning from a mere light . Bended ?

… of Seeking , into his/her own state of living his own life .

You don’t want to have a closure to your own life by denying their own state of believing their own existence , do you now ?

Theories .

Brewed with inexperience , clotted with pain and suffering , avenging state to wherever it’s tuning had to profess it’s love , insecure seeing eyes having to seep into life like a leakage and yet potent enough , since it does exist regardless .

Damning methods of Truth in the making ;

And Solv opened his eyes into Time and spoke calmly to Kha.Long ;

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KLAPOW !!!

Kha.Long sang loudly ,

…and tossed the novel , A Wish and Eyes to the sofa .

Science fiction , printed version , two years in the market , boring as hell , too many technical jargons , inventive and yet primitive in the story telling .

Really Now ?

Babe !

You stated loose shoulders

Into my tight knit neck

And stared at me from afar

Really Now ?

He sang loudly like truth needing justifications .

Scientists who wrote can’t fool the readers , maybe just maybe , the truth of self , especially people who are good with numbers , when they know themselves that they can’t cheat the numbers , that truth became … after awhile somewhat boring .

What else is there to talk about ?

Don’t stare at me

Like my mama

Don’t talk to me

Like my mama

Bring your loose shoulders

Rub it in mine

Looooooseee , oooh babeee ,

Do it not ,

Not Not Not

Like my mamaaaaa

And he moved , dancing along the sofa and opened a random page of A Wish and Eyes , pointed a random word on a page chosen at Random .

Stupid happy song .

That’s where mostly youth resides .

Cling to desire always , let the needs run forth , and the every wants would be the start of the awakening of loins . Why not ?

It is not the youth that matters , it’s the method of residing your mind into , a state . Fair you shall be , a good song is a good song , the overall in the acknowledgment would be like , is it universal enough when it comes to the charisma and magnetism of the performer , yes ? He noted to what his finger was pointed at , the random page and a random word ;

And started to sing loudly again ,

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01 KLAPOW !!! 01

With his finger on it , Kha.Long read the word on the page out loud .

” observations “

Indeed . Not so stupid after all when you realized there are functions for everything that is invented , Kha.Long thought and slammed his body on the sofa .

Boredom , jaded are more like it . To where stupidity is more likely to be labeled along everything else that condoned by these two emotions , an observation to your emotions are always welcomed , that is if you want to feel smarter about yourself , yes ?

Simplify , simplify , mused Kha.Long .

His BPV rang .

Blank identity .

Not those banditto again ?

He let it rang . An observation indeed , getting to my BPV that way is sure to get ignored .

It rang again , and this time it answered itself on the point.view tv screen .

White screen ,

* Kha.Long Smoo . Hope I don’t get you at a bad time , friend . I would rather you sit properly on that sofa , and will you please turn the music down . It creeps me out *

Kha.Long stood up fast , and stared at the screen with his mouth opened ,

01 Diana ? What in the world … ? 01

* The world is revolving fine , but I need to talk to you . Do you need time to … can I call you back exactly in five minutes , Kha.Long ? *

He turned down the music , by Leweh.Leleh and thought for a second , and switched the radio off .

01 . No … no it’s fine … 01

How long has it been ? , he thought with a worried smile , unsure to this glittering attention by this computer emulation .

One swipe of her finger , he could be in a lot of trouble , losing his license and practically all his kred.it would be confiscated .

* Good horrible song . You listen to those farts , Kha ? Strange , you don’t seem like that kind , eh ? *

Unsure on how to answer her , Kha.Long fidgeted around the sofa …

* Sit young man . This is going to take a while . Go grab yourself something to drink instead , now come to think of it , there would be a lot of your own saliva that you have to swallow , so I rather not have a talk with thirsty beautiful young man such as yourself . I need good answers … not dried up fearful clumps of a human , without hopes … you know how that is … *

Diana.Shine Shine smiled from ear to ear , nudged him to the kitchen with her chin … and waited .

Layers and layers of meaning of life , indeed with that Leweh.Leleh , Diana smiled .

Hidden meanings are like having sex with prostitutes and what are the prostitutes would thinking about herself/himself after the facts with these types of songs .

Love is all , and all is about … ,

… beinggggg huuummmannnn …

… state into moments , and moments are very close to orgasm . Only .

Diana sat staring at her fingers and thought out back into a smirk .

Wishful thinking , Diana ?

While losing in her thoughts , she noted in the corner of her eyes to how Kha.Long walked clumsily to the kitchen .

Beautiful young man … to which a step ahead is always that push behind his back . Adorable .

Symmetry wise ; this is what Leweh.Leleh was singing about … longing of the beauty of the hearts making sense back into that need … Ohhh that human need . And it didn’t hurt to have these symmetries to be well translated on his beautiful face , body and ultimately wanting to desire … on this young man like Kha.Long .

Now . that is wishful thinking .

It reflected desire the best when the masses get it in the point of their loins .

Thus , Leweh.Leleh , she started to laugh a little .

* Well ? How long are you going to be in that kitchen , Kha ? *

Through the reflection by that wood of the door , the dull light on black of the wood .., Diana zoomed in …

… and changed the necessary needed hues , contrasts and enhanced it through her visions .

Very nice , he simply stood there in the kitchen by the counter with his shoulders hunched up , hugging himself .

So much for trust with these beauties … insecure like dolls , all possibilities and do not know what to do with it .

* Will you stop loving and scared for yourself in that boring insecure way , and come out here ? I need to talk to you . *

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Quiet , as silence was the answer , Diana decided to transmit herself to that black wood of the door with an extra enhancement in the light she gotten earlier .

* Kha.Long ! We can talk in the kitchen if you like . You like the dark ? So be it . Still get yourself a drink . Come on already . *

, and stared at him with her right fingers playing with a ring .

As when his body responded to her slowly while keeping his eyes on Diana , lifted out a glass from the drawer , Diana quietly said …

* The threads , most came back to you , Kha.Long . It is not hard to see the subject of interests referring themselves from reasons and causes , and it has your name on it . Parallel thinking would not have seen that , but remember I am not human , therefore , your methods in perceiving the astronomy in the past , with your divergences in the light seeing the stars successfully at all time, says a lot , that you have got a lot to do with these changes *

Kha.Long dropped the glass on the floor .

Diana , looked at the splattering glasses on the floor .

Who was it that said , for every destruction , there is a pattern to whom it came from , by staring at the last piece of that destruction , to where it stopped , you’ll see …

that last second of the breaking glass finally stopped , and that piece of glass slowly moved towards Diana .

Swell ! , she thought .

Regardless , this calls for a change of plan . The plan had to seed in from different methods . I am his enemy , and that would not be a good start for any information needed .

Really now ? Wishful thinking ?

* Tell me about your friend , Rumb.Grumb , Kha.Long *

Somebody he trusted with his life , this Rumb the Grumb person , let him stood there fast and strong for that man , this , I am sure will give a good state of confidence to start with for him , yes?

Diana suppressed a smile on her face , instead stared at Kha.Long with a serious face , afraid that fearful mind would get a better hint to her intentions .

Carefully and slowly she played with her sapphire ring , and blossomed into a smile as she saw Kha.Long shoulders started to loosen up .

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